something mutters this day
tracking down the loose ends
of my untied shoes.
down to the very bone
very fabric very essence
of everything entitled to me.
something says that,
it's just today, today is a special day
always wondering why today even exists
it's just a dark reminder
and red blotted circle on a white wall
forever reminding me of a missed mark.
is it the bulls-eye i aim for?
or maybe it's just landing on the board
i don't fully know
i don't understand,
maybe i just want today
to be mine,
something to share with someone else
after-all, it is Valentines My Love.