Lately for like a year or so i've been on a computer just about 24/7.  Which is fine and dandy considering my major is computer science.  But i am taking certain aspects of life specifically socializing way too seriously.  I need to occupy myself and not stress over trivial things like someone not talking to me as much as i would like.  So i have decided to revive my hobby of drawing and i am going to be doing life sketches hopefully on a daily basis to make an attempt to get outside the house more often.  

But the story is I met this girl and she is cool so far.  I met her on a social network while i was whoring my artwork and what not she lives about an hour away we plan to hang out and everything.  We are both single and i really enjoy talking to her so far.  But i don't have a social life and i don't exactly get out much and she doesn't always get on skype to talk to me and when we talk she doesn't have a whole lot of time to do so.  So i got frustrated a little because i would like to talk to this person more often then what i get to.  But then i came into a realization that she probably has other things to do or maybe she just doesn't feel the same with me its also almost time for Christmas and she wants to hang out with me too so that should be enough.  

Basically I'm just overreacting about the whole thing and kinda just need to occupy myself so i can fill in the gaps of when I'm not talking to this girl that way I don't end up chasing someone away.  I am actually pretty good at that stuff too.  I looked her up on facebook and sent her a message saying i would like to talk to her more often.  She hasn't responded and it has been a couple days I am now kinda wishing i never sent that message and just waited to talk to her the next time she got on skype.  I plan to explain to her i was overreacting about the situation and that i think the amount we talk at is just fine.  

So i figure this can go either way for me, she could stop talking to me, talk to me more or make an attempt or simply just keep at the pace we are going at.  I don't know how busy she is or what she does on a daily basis i just know i need to occupy myself more so im not stuck sitting around expecting people to be as available as i am.